LOVE

Hi..nowaday i always feel no mood..jus b'cos i got some problem wif my bf.. actually i know him not so long(jus few day)..we meet each other really is fate, b'cos actually we will not meet in our life.. We meet each other b'cos of his fren oso my fren.. we no see each other b4, then suddenly my fren tell me got ppl wanna know me then she pass his(my bf) name card 4 me.. then we start our story in MSN chat.. then call..then meet(dinner)..we hv good image for each other.. then after few day we meet again then we start our love storey.. i really happy together wif him..i know we jus start our relationship how come will love a ppl so much .. i really dunno aso..but it is really show it..until today we already together 1 month 3 days.. within tis month.. we celebrate his 24th years old birthday(dinner wif all his fren) n my 21st birthday(dinner buffet at pyramid tower hotel wif all my fren) .. then we go genting for 2days 1 night trip, really is a great birthday.. when start our love story, we meet each other every day, even he is bz but we meet jus 10 minutes it is enough for us.....
after 3 week, i found tat he r change, b4 tat even he bz wif work he aso always stick wif me , call me, sms me.. but nowadays he never do tat oredi..he seldom call me n sms me, i call him he say "i m bz now call back u later" or no hang up my call.. sms him he aso late reply or no reply.. i so unhappy..
we oredi seldom meet , then last 2 days we meet for dinner abt 10.00pm after dinner we go to find his fren to acc his fren 4 dinner, suddenly his ex gf call him abt 11.30pm.. ask him go for times square there, cos she say she scare to the carpark, ask him go there acc her.. he straight away promise her n straight away fetch me back home.. i know he still care abt his ex n last few days his ex jus break up so nowaday will always find him.. be a gf sure will unhappy when a guy talk abt his ex..rite? but he say to me ask me mus be "da fang(open minded)"..that night i cry ..cry ..cry.. i really feel tat b crazy..he go KL there until abt 1.45am only back.. then after i wait him home we got call..then everything ok oredi..nothing oredi..
yesterday he off day the after i work he bring me to 1Utama cos his company got road show at there..ok.. we go there for dinner n walk walk.. i feel tat we dont hv topic to talk.. haiz... sad..
i always told myself dont think too much.. y wanna make myself so suffer..
i m JULIA ..i m a happy n always smile girl.. y myself oredi change for tis guy?
i always feel like wana cry..really no mood...
i try to let tis relationship go..
... i really love him n miss him so much... dear dear dont treat me like tis ..ok?
pls care my feel..
i do everyting b'cos of u..
pls..... : (