*~* Fair enough*~*

suddenly, all of us already turn to 21, all of us is going to be 22...
before these...how are we? who are we? and what is happening in the past to create the current JLsm?
We walk through our first love with different guys....we fall in love for the first time, it was so sweet...and every minute every words within the love story is keep touching our heart...
Our heart breaks after some important moment...our first love gone....what is the meaning of first love? the first guy you fall on him? or the first guy you love n gether? I don't know....but i still remember my first love is belongs to a guy who treated me damm bad... *laugh*
Suddenly think about him...he is a cute guy...who will never appreciate in girl's true heart...
He will just fool those girls around...I still remember kah hor told me b4 that he is not a simple person... " do you know that he change gf like changing clothes? " haha... but i bang the wall myself....and at last....i can see nothing other than the blood is floating around my heart....
Since that day...i swear not to be fool by those guys....i have the ability to be a good gf but i don't want, because he might not the good bf to you...
I started my playing life...keep desired by guys, but they will not ever have the change to destroy me, melody ! it sounds cruel to myself, that will not able to taste the love in my life, but i am enjoying to be a player in the relationship... no resposibility, no tears....only fun....
Until i met him. But he is a player as well. : )
he is good in playing those relationship games...and i am either one of his toy...
I scream, i sad, i cry...why he wants to do these on me...
and suddenly i think about those jerks who played by me before...they hurt too....
but what i did? never care about their feelings at all....
sometimes....human will just think that how unfair those ppl treat them....but did they think about how they treat others ppl in their life?
He is a player...and he fool me well....
but think deeply...i realize that...don't know since when....I am a player too, right? :)
Player VS Player....it's fair enough.... :)